Never let it go

Ever wish you could just keep something? You must have had the feeling or thought once in your life where you don't want to let go, you just want to keep it forever and ever? That's me, I hate letting things go, no matter how much they hurt. I have something I'm hanging onto, and I'm not letting go. I've tried but a part of me just wants to hang on and never let go. If I had the choice is let go but hang on but that's not up to me to decide, as much as I want I have no control over what happens. People say it's all in the mind but sometimes it's not, sometimes it in your heart, and that's why you can't let go and can't give it up easily.