Hope

Last Wednesday I lost the most important thing to me; a very special guy. Letting go is hard but it should get easier after some time...I don't believe that because it's just getting harder for me. Being such close friends doesn't help and the fact I still have all my feelings for him and we still flirt; it's just not getting easier. I was just starting to become my old self when I remembered yesterday that today was one week... It's always in the back of my mind that things will never be the way they were but I can hope. Hope seems to be all I can do right now.


Do you believe this is true?