Friendships only last if you keep the friendship going. If you suddenly stop talking to someone and forget about them, or start to ignore them, you lose them. Once you've lost them, it's hard to buy that friendship back.
I've been pretty blinded the past few months. I've dropped both things I mentioned. Now my best friends...well, they're still friends but I've ignored them for so long that it will take a lot, and I mean a LOT to buy or win it back. They have a reason to be mad and hate me. They don't want to show it, but I can see it and hear it. I never saw what I did or even realize. Until you told me, I had no clue and now it feels too late to do a thing about it. I look back and see what I did. I was nothing but blinded and that made me do something pretty stupid and that stupid thing cost me.
Don't make the mistake I've made. Think you haven't talked to them in awhile, send them a text, give them a call, go out somewhere and catch up. Don't do what I did and not even realize what was going on because you cannot buy friends and you cannot make it up by saying sorry. Friendships are important, please don't make my mistake and get blinded and not see it get lost.
For those I hurt; there nothing to I can say or show to say how truly sorry I am.
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